Shit. I'm fat! I don't have motivation! I put on weight, and I hate it! I don't know why. In saturday I exercises, but in the evening I eat. Fuck fuck fuck fuck! I want be thin, no be fat! Fuck. I must to give everything from me!Okay, I have 51 kilograms to 163 centimetres heigh, it's OK, but, I don't want have a OK bmi (19,2). I want underweight. I fall in obsession. I want be thin. THIN! Do you understand?! Do you fucking understand?! Sorry, for my aggression, but I don't mentally unbalanced.
- I know. Sorry.
Okay, today is monday, this is the new start. So... I have eaten... I don't know how many calories. But! To the end day I WILL EAT NOTHING! I promise!
Sorry Ana. You know I am faithful for you.
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